"We for 3 and a bald FOD!"

Learn to do right; seek justice.  Defend the oppressed. Take up the cause of the fatherless; Plead the case of the widow. Isaiah 1:17

Remembering what God did
in 2011 with a plaque for the office

To kick off the year of 2011, IJM Rwanda set a goal to assist in ensuring the conviction of two sexual abusers of children. We call these convictions “Perpetrator Accountability.” The reason IJM makes Perpetrator Accountability one of its main targets is because we believe that a justice system that consistently, fairly and effectively punishes those who break the law will deter others from breaking the law. [I am asked from time to time about why IJM only focuses on intervening in cases of sexual assault that have already occurred and why we do not focus more on prevention. My answer is that it is IJM believes that a functioning justice system is the best prevention against injustice, and that our work ensuring that justice systems work for the poor will prevent the greatest number of children from suffering sexual abuse in the long run. So, our casework and work to change the systems in place in Rwanda is prevention work. May it be so!]

One of the little girls who
IJM helped in 2011

So, our 2011 goal for convictions was two. We reached this goal by July. Around that time, one of our American volunteers jokingly wrote on our goals board “If we double our convictions, Lane will shave his head!” I eagerly accepted the challenge, as that would mean two more girls affirmed by the system (and I’ve secretly wanted to shave my head for years anyway). Throughout the remainder of the year, the original IJM Rwanda 2011 motto of “We for 3!” became “We for 3 and a bald FOD!” [FOD = Field Office Director = me]. From time to time when we’d have a breakthrough in a case, one of the Rwandan staff would tape scissors to my door. They really enjoyed the thought of me shaving my head.

Anna with the clippers

Well, on December 29, 2011, we secured our fourth conviction! We are so thankful that God granted justice to these four little girls and that the justice system clearly stated that they matter. To celebrate all God had done in and through us in 2011, IJM Rwanda had a party on January 11, 2012. We ate, drank Fantas [flavored sodas, mandatory at all events here] and prayed and laughed as a staff. Then, the fathers of two of our clients spoke about the events surrounding their daughters’ abuse and how they were thankful to God that IJM was on their side in pursuing justice for their children. They were powerful words.

Then, it was time for me to put up or shut up. The time for the shaving had come. Anna broke out the clippers, I sat in a chair and pulled a sheet over my shoulders . . . and off came my beautiful locks. My intention was to go all the way, to “bic it,” Mr. Clean-style. But, once Anna had gotten down to the shortest clipper setting the staff begged me to stop. It turns out, they had never expected me to shave my head. So, I stopped at the buzz cut. And, with surprise, they said I looked much younger.

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Baby Joshua, so sweet!

Muraho (Hello) from Rwanda! It has been a few months since we have written. Since we last wrote, many things have happened. Let me take a moment to fill you in.

As you know, our 4th child Joshua Lee Mears was born in Texas on November 7th. We enjoyed the rest of the month including Thanksgiving with family and friends while there. And we managed to get lots of doctor's appointments and check-ups for all of us while we were there. Not fun, but something you gotta do.

Anna, Kelley and kids with our airplane
in background

In December, we all came back to our home in Rwanda.  Lane came first to get back to the office.  Then Anna and her sister Kelley travelled with the 4 kids on Christmas Eve and Day back to Rwanda. Abigail even said she saw santa and his reindeer out the airplane window :-).  It was great to have Kelley there to help me travel, plus it was fun to host her for 10 days afterwards.

We loved showing her our life here as well as meeting some of our friends. She enjoyed visiting Mother Theresa's Home of Hope orphanage run by nuns.  Kelley also brought a suitcase full of art supplies to bless a friend, Jennifer Jukanovich, who has a ministry with Rwandan street kids in her neighborhood.

In January, the IJM office had their time of celebration for what God did in 2011. I (Anna) really enjoyed being there to hear two of the fathers stand up and share how much it meant to them that IJM had helped their daughters.  While court cases are in progress, the trauma counselors at IJM meet with the girls to help them deal and heal emotionally from the awful abuse that had happened to them.  I hear that these counseling session really help in the healing process and the staff can see huge leaps in progress for each of the girls.

New family photo with 4 kids now!

Caleb and Abigail started back to school and were very excited to see their friends again. Caleb is playing soccer at school and loves it.  Last week both of the kid's had a Reader's Theater in their classroom and so that was fun for the parent's to come watch.  This week both classes will have a field trip to visit a local Rwandan school as part of a partnership between the schools. I look forward to seeing how this partnership develops.

Anna is continuing with the Ladies Bible study each week as they are doing Beth Moore's study of the book of Revelation. Whew, deep stuff to wrestle with, but good. And I love that it says "Blessed is the one who reads aloud the words of this prophecy...and take to heart what is written in it." Revelation 1:3.

In the meantime, life is back to normal and we are getting used to having a newborn in the house again.  Joshua is a good baby and the big kids are really taking to him. Abigail even changes a few diapers, while Luke is eager to fetch a toy for Joshua to play with. I think he likes being a big brother.  While the older kids are at school, Luke and I read books together, play, and work on his alphabet, numbers, and colors.

Lane's new haircut

Some have asked about the weather here in Rwanda. Well, it is usually between 60-85 degrees each day and we are currently in the dry season.  I hear varying reports about when the rainy season will arrive, but I think it will be here sometime in March/April. Seasons like spring, summer, fall, and winter do not exist here. It is either dry season (Dec/Jan/Feb or June/July/Aug) or rainy season (Mar/Apr and Oct/Nov). I hope that helps!

Oh, and thank you to the many of you who sent us Christmas cards to our box here in Rwanda or to our PO box back in Texas. We are still receiving the ones sent to Rwanda and it is such a treat for us. Thank you!!

Thanks again for all of your prayers and support!

Lane and Anna for the Mearskats
Caleb, Abigail, Luke, and baby Joshua

Noonday Collection + International Justice Mission

After the Giving, we are going to keep Giving Give Away! From 1/16-1/20 Enter Every day to win pieces from our collection. PLUS, we are giving towards organizations who share our vision in your name!  International Justice Mission had us at hello.  They are a human rights agency that brings rescue to victims of slavery, sexual exploitation and other forms of violent oppression. We especially admire the work they do in India where, this past year, they performed their largest rescue mission yet. They literally brought freedom to over 500 men, women, and children in bonded slave labor there. Some of their other 2011 accomplishments are:  More than 1600 children, women and men were rescued from violent oppression, like sex trafficking, forced labor slavery and illegal detention. Nearly 1000 members of Thailand’s hill tribes received citizenship documentation critical to protecting them from trafficking and other violence. More than 100 traffickers, rapists and other criminals were convicted as a result of IJM casework;hundreds more were charged or faced trial. More than 4000 children, women and men were served by IJM aftercare. A dozen bars and brothels were ordered permanently shut down for trafficking crimes. We have some dear friends who work with IJM at their headquarters in DC and on the field. Visiting their Rwandan office this past October gave me a true sense of the work of justice they are doing. Today's winner will receive the lovely fair trade items pictured above plus we will be giving towards IJM's work of freedom in your name! Enter to win!
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Baby Joshua Lee Mears born!

Joshua Lee Mears

Dear Friends and Family, 


Baby Joshua Lee Mears was born on Monday November 7th, 2011 at 7:55am in Frisco, Texas!! 

He weighed 8 lbs 9 oz with light color hair and blue eyes. 


It took us a few days, but we finally decided on the name Joshua Lee Mears. For all of our children we have chosen a Bible name for their first name and a family name for their middle name. 

Daddy and Joshua!

Joshua 1:9 says "Have I not commanded you? Be strong and courageous. Do not be terrified; do not be discouraged, for the Lord your God will be with you wherever you go." 

We love the story of Joshua in the Bible and decided this would be a great name for our son. 

We chose Lee for his middle name. Anna's father Colby and her sister Kelley share this middle name, as does Lane's sister Cara, but spelled Leigh. 


We pray for our new son that God would be with him wherever he goes. We also pray for God to watch over and protect him. 

Luke (age 3) and Joshua

Now, that we are together as a family in the same country after a month being apart and now that our new son Joshua is here, we will remain in Dallas with both Lane and Anna's families for the month of November.  We will be enjoying our new baby, time with family, the upcoming Thanksgiving holidays with grandparents and cousins, and then a trip to Austin to see friends.  In December, we will head back to Rwanda and our life there. 

Thanks for all of your prayers and support these past months and leading up to his birth. We have felt so supported by family and friends during this time. 

Enjoy the pics!

Love,

Lane and Anna
Caleb, Abigail, Luke and Joshua

Abigail (age 6) and Joshua

Caleb (age 8) and Joshua

Mommy and baby Joshua!

Forgiveness or Impunity?

“Forgive me,” he mouthed.

As I stepped before the microphones and TV camera, I mouthed back, “I do.”

My house was burglarized recently. Caleb, Abigail, and I, along with some friends from Austin who were in Rwanda adopting a sweet boy, went swimming at the local pool on a Sunday afternoon. It was a nice time. As we returned to the house, I honked at the gate outside our compound. No response. I was not too alarmed, as often our guard takes a few moments to get to the gate and open it. Yet, this time, after repeated honks, he did not come. I started to wonder . . . 

I got out of the car and checked the door on the driveway gate. Unlocked. [Uh, oh] I walked in, opened the gate, and drove in. After we parked, I entered through our front door and noticed that my guests’ laptops were not where they usually left them — charging in our living room. [Uneasiness rising] I then unlocked the door to the kitchen (I had locked it so that our guard could not access the rest of the house other than the kitchen), and entered. I immediately noticed two things: the dishes and the guard’s lunch. When we had left two hours earlier, my guard was in the kitchen washing dishes and his heated lunch was on the stovetop. When I now entered, the dishes had not been touched since we left and his lunch was still on the stovetop (thankfully, the burners were off). I then walked briskly into my bedroom to see if my work laptop was where I had left it. Gone. My guests then came to me and told me that a large amount of cash was missing from their suitcase. As they had brought this cash and come to Rwanda to adopt a precious little boy, they were understandably shaken and angered. As was I.

(As an aside: It’s an interesting feeling when you discover that your home has been burglarized by someone you had come to trust. Helpless. Angry. Confused. Betrayed. And, strangely, compassionate. Why had he done it? Did I not pay him enough? Had we angered him somehow? Did I pay him for September? Turns out, he had simply been tempted and succumbed. Haven’t we all done this at one time or another (or, daily, even)?)

Fortunately for me, but not so fortunately for my guard, my job gives me occasion to interact with some of the leaders within the national police. Not knowing who else to call at the time I discovered the theft, I called my main contact there. He called the commander, and the commander sent an inspector within an hour of our discovery of the theft. To cut to the chase, within 48 hours of the theft the police had tracked and arrested my guard and recovered all of the stolen items save for around $75. Amazing. I praise God and commend the Rwanda National Police.

The day after the police arrested my guard, I went to the police station to claim the stolen items. Understandably, the police chose to publicize this case: to deter such theft and to encourage people to quickly report such crimes to the police. I was happy to publicly commend the police for the excellent job they had done. As I was about to step before the microphones and TV camera, however, they brought out my guard, cuffed and terrified. When our eyes met, he mouthed, “Forgive me.” I replied, “I do.” We later were able to exchange a few words among the din of the cameras and reporters and again he asked for forgiveness.

I think I meant it when I told him, “I forgive you.” But, here’s the thing: IJM’s work is predicated on the fact that laws are in place for a purpose and are to be enforced. If a man abuses a little girl and the law says he should get 20 years if convicted, he should get 20 years. Not only do I believe that enforcement of the law is a deterrent to those who would consider breaking the law, but when the law is enforced we can be sure that the man who abused the child will not be able to abuse any more children for at least 20 years. In the same vein, if the law says that a man who steals three laptops and lots of cash should serve time if convicted, then he should serve time. Laws are in place for a reason and should be enforced. Society depends on it for order. My guard got several years because he stole.

Where I have had some conflict is where forgiveness comes in. I do believe I have forgiven my guard. That does not mean he should not pay his legally prescribed debt to Rwanda. The bottom line is that I believe that my choice to forgive my guard is separate and independent from whether he should suffer the consequences of his actions under the law of the land. This feels a bit messy but if forgiving my guard meant that he would go free, then that would go beyond personal forgiveness into impunity for breaking the law. Impunity equals putting others at risk. Impunity threatens order and a functioning society. Impunity is morally wrong.

I have forgiven my guard. But, it is right for him to go to prison for what he did, according to the law of the land.  Please feel free to contact us to share your thoughts on this. You may see more about Lane’s police interview in these two articles, but they are in Kinyarwanda language - click here and click here.  Here is the one article about the theft in English - click here. 

It has been an eventful month at IJM Rwanda. Two weeks ago, IJM trained 35 judges and prosecutors on investigating and prosecuting child sexual assault cases. It was an amazing (and successful) opportunity to interact with these justice system leaders and to build their capacity to adequately and passionately protect the rights of Rwandan children.  Check out a Rwandan news article about the training - click here.  Check out the IJM website for highlights on the  training - click here.

Also (that same week!), IJM Rwanda participated in a National Conference on Violence Against Children. One of our social workers presented on our work and I moderated a morning session. Both of these events resulted in IJM being recognized in the national paper. The publicity is not an end in itself but it allows us to assist more children and have a broader impact on the justice system. Praise God.

In the coming weeks, we will have five more trials of men who are accused of abusing IJM clients. Please pray for the truth to come to light, for the guilty to be held accountable, and for our clients to find restoration and healing through the process and our trauma counseling.

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Less than two weeks and counting! Baby Mearskat number 4 is on his way, scheduled to arrive on November 7th! On November 2, Caleb, Abigail, and I will fly back to Texas to be reunited with my wife and Luke. I am very much looking forward to time with family, Tex-Mex, football, and fall weather.

Alas, I will not be in Texas for the second consecutive World Series appearance for my beloved Rangers. My alarm is set for 2am local Rwandan time; first pitch is at 2:07am. “Hello, my name is Lane, and I am a baseball addict.”

Please also pray for me as a single parent of two energetic young’uns for two more weeks.  We are so thankful for the several families who have been helping Lane by offering play dates after school for Caleb and Abigail. Here is a picture of them at a friend's house.

Please also pray for Anna and Luke. They are made it to Texas safely a few weeks ago and have been spending time with family in Dallas and friends in Austin.  She is in her last few weeks of the pregnancy. Pray that our baby boy continues to grow as he should and also that he would wait for us all to be reunited in Texas before he arrives.

While in Texas, we signed up Luke for his first class of swim lessons.  He is doing great learning to put his face in the water and kick those legs and move those arms all at the same time, whew!

Thanks for your prayers and we'll keep you updated when Baby Mears arrives in less than two weeks!!

Blessings,
Lane and Anna
Caleb, Abigail, Luke, Baby Boy Mears

Theft at Our Home

Three articles about a recent event at our home in Rwanda...The first two are in Kinyarwanda, but you can see the pictures. I want to get someone to translate them for me, especially the comments from readers at the bottom. One of the articles has been viewed over 40,000 times. Our weekend guard stole Lane's work laptop and the laptops, cash, and phone of guests Joe and Jessica and their photographer friend Wynne, all from Austin, who are staying with us in Rwanda while finalizing their adoption of a little 2-yr old boy. Thanks to the Rwanda National Police, and praise to God. Police tracked down and arrested the guard within 48 hours of the theft and recovered all stolen items and most of the stolen cash. Lane was interviewed and asked to make a statement for a press conference at the police station after the arrest and recovery of the property.  Everyone is safe, it is just a tragedy that it happened at all. I (Anna) still feel awful that it happened. Thank you Lord for your protection over our family and friends staying with us.

You may see more about Lane’s interview, but it is in Kinyarwanda:
http://umuseke.com/2011/10/12/yibye-laptops-3-umunyamerika-yakoreraga-afatirwa-i-nyagatare/

http://www.igihe.com/spip.php?article17137

Here is the one article in English:
http://www.newtimes.co.rw/index.php?issue=14777&article=46164

Police nabs suspected thief
By Eric Kabeera

SEEKING PARDON; Theogene, (L) who
stole goods worth millions from his employer
Lane Mears (R) asks for forgiveness.
The New Times / Timothy Kisambira

Police in Remera is holding a 19-year-old man in connection with theft of property worth Rwf 3m belonging to the Country Director of the International Justice Mission (IJM), Lane Mears, a resident of Kibagabaga, Kinyinya Sector, of Kigali’s Gasabo District.

The suspect, Theogene Ntawanganyimana, worked as Mears’ house help.

IJM is a human rights agency that advocates against slavery, sexual exploitation and other forms of violent oppression.

Ntawanganyimana, who vanished with the property last Sunday, was arrested on Monday in Nyagatare with stolen property that included three laptops, a Blackberry phone, USD1,300 and Rwandan currency.

Mears noted in an interview with The New Times that he immediately informed the police after he realised that his property was missing.

“I am happy for having recovered my property and I thank police for the good work they have done.”

Ntawanganyimana confessed to the crime, saying that he hoped to use the money to advance his talent as a musician.

Presence - Mears Family September Update

I am sitting on the front porch of our house in Kigali, feeling the gentle cool breeze that flows through the valley in the beginning of the rainy season. The clouds are dark and threatening to my left but the sun is bright and beautiful to my right. Symbolic. I am so thankful to be alive; to be here in Rwanda with my family contending for abused children; to work along alongside amazing, talented, passionate, and fun Rwandans; to experience the dark, rainy times of life and the bright, sunny times of life; and to see that God is in each. I am thankful for Jesus, my redeemer; God, my waiting, loving Father; and the Holy Spirit, whose presence guides me. I am thankful for Anna, and her patience and grace with me. I am thankful for my kids, as they are a source of joy, laughter, and (at times) consternation. And I am thankful for you, our friends and family, who sustain us in so many significant ways.

Several months ago, I downloaded a book on my Kindle (based on the recommendation of someone I can’t recall – Ron, maybe?) called “Present Perfect: Finding God in the Now,” by Greg Boyd. For some reason, a few nights ago I scanned my Kindle for something new to read and came across this book. I am so thankful I did. The book’s premise (and truth) is that God is present all the time everywhere and that we will grow in experiencing His love, joy, and peace the more we can develop the discipline of continually being aware of His presence. If you’ve read our more recent updates, you know I (Lane) have struggled quite a bit of late. But, things are changing, largely because of this book’s reminder. I HIGHLY recommend this book to you. It is not a magic formula by any means, but it does remind of a truth, the awareness of which is transforming. Get it. Read it. Do it.

IJM Rwanda celebrating 2 legal wins!

Among its accomplishments over the past three months, IJM Rwanda has: Secured convictions of two men who sexually assaulted children (the goal for all of 2011 was two); seen four clients complete their trauma counseling; had several clients develop skills in sewing and/or making purses, bags, etc. (so they can have a source of income, as the desperately poor are the most vulnerable to injustice generally and sexual assault specifically); worked with police to have four men arrested for sexually assaulting children; prepared a training for prosecutors and judges on how to more effectively prosecute cases of child sexual assault (the training will take place on October 3-5); and secured four more trial dates this year (two on October 12; one on November 1; and one on December 6). I am so thankful for all of this, and for all of your prayers and support in making it happen.

Mearskat News: 
Lane has begun taking language lessons in the local Kinyarwanda language during lunch one day a week and he has been testing out his new words a little each week. Lane also had his 42nd birthday at the beginning of this month! Do you know anyone else who was thrilled to get Triscuit crackers, Rotel tomatoes and Velveeta cheese among other things for birthday presents? Living overseas, it is funny the things you crave!

The kids started another semester of school, Caleb in 3^rd grade, Abigail in 1^st grade, and Luke in pre-school. They LOVE it. 

Caleb is learning to play a “recorder” at school, essentially a child’s flute. His teacher has implemented “Recorder Karate,” which means that the kids get different colored “belts” (strings they tie on the recorder) when they master more and more advanced songs. Caleb loves this and plays his recorder all around the house. He is taking Tae Kwon Do after school with many of the boys in his class. Here is a picture of a trip to Ivuka Art Studio, with one of the well-known local artists, Emmanuel, letting Caleb have a try at his painting. 

Abigail is also enjoying school very much. Among her best friends who attended her birthday party last week were kids from Rwanda, Uganda, Eritrea, Germany, and more. It makes me so happy to see that our kids are developing such a broad base of relationships. She started ballet again this semester and has fun showing off at home what she is learning.  Last night, she lost her 2^nd baby tooth. This morning she found 2,000 Rwandan francs under her pillow. Tooth fairy Africa style!

Luke - 3 yrs old

Luke is in pre-school for the first time (three mornings per week) and can’t wait to get there each day with his big boy lunch box. In class, he works puzzles, plays with play-dough, has story time, and gets to play on the playground. For more first day of school pics - click here.


Here is a picture of our little Texas Cowboy Luke (just before potty training!).  Of course, we had to bring Daddy's boots and hat to Africa. I (Anna) really wanted to get this picture because I have one just like it of Caleb from 6 yrs ago. :-) Someone please remind me to take this same picture when our new baby boy gets old enough.  

Since this picture, Luke is now fully potty trained.  Way to go Luke! 

Caleb - 2 yrs old

Anna is now 6 weeks away from delivering our fourth Mearskat baby. She is thankful to be largely over the nausea and is working to prepare a place for the baby in our home. She attends a ladies Bible study each week with about 20 other missionary women, which has been a huge encouragement to her and resource of other women living overseas. 

Looking Ahead: Due to airline regulations which do not allow flying during the last month of pregnancy, Anna and Luke will return to Texas (Dallas) this Sunday on October 2nd. Then Caleb, Abigail and I will join them in Texas for the birth on November 2nd. Baby is due November 7th! Our plan is for all of us to be in Texas for the entire month of November to have the baby, enjoy Thanksgiving, and see family and friends. Both Lane and Anna’s families are in Dallas, so that is where we will deliver the baby. But, we plan to make a trip to Austin to see friends and attend Hope in the City, our home church at some point during that month.

Please Pray With Us: Please pray for us as we make many decisions regarding the birth and our travels back to the states this fall.  Pray for wisdom for us as we decide a name for this new baby. Pray also for the delivery and health of mommy and baby. Pray for us as a family during this month of separation, that we would be able to stay emotionally connected with each other even over the long distance and time difference and look forward to reuniting on Nov 3rd.

We really appreciate all of you and are thankful for your prayers. We believe that prayer really works. We thank the Lord for his goodness and his grace and love in our life. 

Blessings,

Lane and Anna

Caleb, Abigail, Luke and baby boy! 

First Day of School

It's that time of year again!

The kids are bored at home and super excited to go to school! I am sure it is because they are excited to see all of their old friends again. They have been talking about this day for over a month, practically since we came back from our trip to Texas in June.

Caleb is going into 3rd grade and Abigail is going into 1st grade at Kigali International Community School, KICS.

Caleb and Abigail think it is hysterical that their two teachers just happen to be a couple that met last year at the school and got married this summer. So, now our teachers are Mr and Mrs. Bryan!

Here is Caleb with a few of the buddies he met in school last year. It thrills a mother's heart to see your children making friends.

Abigail did the same as her big brother, that is, ran out of the car without saying good-bye to go off and find familiar friends.

Luke is another story....

During the spring semester he kept asking to go to "his school." The church where we have been attending has a Sunday school class for his age each Sunday morning, so I have been calling that "his school" and he has been happy with that to be a part of something the big kids were doing. I am sure that is totally normal for him to want to do whatever the big kids are doing.

Well, then he started asking to go to "his school" everyday after we dropped off the big kids, but I would explain that "his school" was only on Sunday.

UNTIL NOW..... 

I found out that there is a preschool offered during the week at the church called First Imperssions. Voila! Luke can now go to his own school during the week just like the big kids. I enrolled Luke to go 3 mornings a week and he LOVES it. 

When I ask him what he did that day in class he says: playdough, blocks, slide, and snack. Hey, what a better day for a 3-year old. 

I am so glad that he is enjoying his new school! 

Conviction

Sometimes it is difficult for me (Lane) to know if I am living for God's glory or my own glory; living for God's praise or the praise of man. Even moving to Rwanda, I think to some extent -- maybe to a great extent -- was because I think IJM is a cool organization and I would be cool working for it. Shameful. And I recognize that over the last 7-8 months, I have often operated and worked relying on the prayers of others while neglecting my own; relying on God responding to the prayers of family and friends while not relying on Him myself. Again, shameful.

Today was an amazingly bittersweet day. Today, IJM Rwanda secured its first conviction of an abuser of children. Actually, the guy plead guilty, largely as a result of my staff assisting in arresting the man, having him detained pending trial, and securing the DNA test that proved his guilt. Glorious. Praise God that Amelie can rest tonight and onward knowing that her abuser has been held accountable under the law for his actions. She matters.

Today, I also got some candid and passionate feedback from a staff member on real morale, vision, and motivation problems among the IJM Rwanda staff, largely as a direct result of my failure of leadership. It was difficult to hear but invaluable, and I am thankful for it. It is a wakeup call. It is conviction. I cannot do this job on my own. I cannot lead this team without wisdom from God. I cannot build a successful and spiritually growing team without nurturing my relationship with Jesus. "Unless the Lord builds the house its builders labor in vain." Proverbs 127:1. I see this now. I recognize how I have gone on my own power, relying on my intelligence, authenticity, and motivations. This is not enough. It is a dead end. It is a lie. This work is too hard. The enemy is real and wants to destroy and defeat. I cannot go forward on my own feeble power and abilities. Jesus, I need you. More than ever before. Is this because I am at a real risk of failing and looking bad before my bosses, peers, friends, and family? Maybe. Probably so. But, right now it is driving me to my Savior, and that's a good thing.

Jesus, help me. I repent of neglecting my relationship with you. You are my source. You are my sustainer. Help me rely on you daily, moment by moment. I need you. Strip me of all vestiges of people-pleasing and arrogance. Lay me bare and work in me to make me more like you. Above all else, this is what I want -- to be more like you. To trust and lean on you in the midst of the storm. To know the peace and rest of intimacy with you. Show me the way, Lord. I can't see it right now but I trust that you want this for me. Thank you, Jesus.

Amen.

Big Trial this Week for IJM Rwanda

All,

Thanks to the many of you who prayed on Tuesday for the big trial for Claudine*!! It looks to me like a miracle the case was even heard today. Prayers work, praise God.

Court started 90 minutes late and when it did the judge did not call our case. So, our attorney consulted with the defense counsel and court clerk and were told a second judge would be coming in to hear our case. At 11am, the court adjourned. At 11:20am, the second judge walked in and called our case. Turns out, the judge came in to hear our case and no others (many other criminal matters were adjourned). During the trial, the defendant admitted the crime and asked for leniency or release altogether. The prosecution asked for 25 years and a fine. The judge said a verdict will be announced in 2 weeks on July 19th, two weeks earlier than we expected. Great job to IJM's Rwanda staff in serving and representing Claudine!

It has turned out to be a great week for IJM Rwanda! There was also great news in another case for a girl named Amélie*. IJM's Rwandan legal consultantat James went to court and discovered that Amélie's trial has been moved up to July 12th (next Tuesday) from the original date of August 31st. Pray for the Legal Team as they prepare for this hearing, and pray for Amélie.

Praise God for His favor in this work!!
Lane

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Dear Friends,

I am writing to you to share a big milestone of reaching the 6 month mark of living and working in Rwanda for International Justice Mission. Yeah! We have many things to be thankful for and many things we know we need prayer for. With this milestone we would like to begin a PRAYER CALENDAR and ask folks to sign up for a specific day to pray for us. How great would it be to have at least one person praying for each day for the rest of 2011.  If you want to join us in this prayer calendar, please email us at annamears at yahoo.com. Feel free to list things you want to pray for us or you can leave the space blank and we'll email you with some of our prayer requests.

1. Name:

2. Prayer Day:

3. Specific Prayers (leave blank if you want me to send you some):

thanks!

Anna and Lane


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Sonogram says... It's a BOY !!

Dear Friends, 

We have news!!  While I was in Dallas for my brother's wedding, I met with the doctor that will be delivering our new baby in November. She is great and I really liked her! On Friday June 24th, I had the normal 20 week pregnancy check-up which included a sonogram to check the growth and health of the baby. The sonogram room was packed with my parents, Lane's parents, Abigail, Caleb, and my sister Clara. We had Lane on the phone to Africa but were told to take the phone in the hallway. Bummer, I was really hoping to have Lane on the phone in the room with me.

Anyways, the sonogram went great and the baby looks healthy and is growing just fine. Thank you Lord! Then, came the big moment, we found out that ...IT'S A BOY!!  So, we are excited and now we will have 3 boys and a girl in our family.


After the sonogram, the kids and I packed up and boarded a plane on Saturday June 25th. It was hard to say good-bye to our families in Dallas and our friends in Austin, but it was time to go. The kids did great on the plane ride. We had a few rough moments, but I think they are getting more and more used to overseas travel. Late Sunday night, we arrived in Rwanda with Lane greeting us at the airport. It was a sweet reunion, the kids with their daddy and me with my husband. 

Thanks for walking with us in this journey of life. I really appreciate each of you, your friendship, and your prayers. Since we landed, it has actually been a pretty tough week. The kids have been getting up at random times during the night due to the time difference, making me exhausted. Plus other random things that have come up. I appreciate your prayers for readjusting to life in Rwanda. But, we are thankful for a great trip and glad to be back home with Lane!


Blessings, 

Anna